... re describing is actually quite common to those of us with OCD, and I know there are quite a few posts discussing ROCD. ... (9 replies)
... I just registered because I read your story and I'm going through the exact same thing. Your story is my story. I'm also mid twenties and engaged. I recognize what you say about the numbness and feeling like you cared more in your previous relationship. ... (9 replies)
... not going to find any. No matter how many calls you make to your cellular phone company or lawyers or previous male friends or boyfriends, in all honesty there is no answer. ... (1 replies)
... When you talk about backdoor anxiety I think what you're referring to is the fear of having anxiety. It's the same as panic attacks. ... (9 replies)
You're so right. It is the doubting disease, and you quite literally doubt EVERYTHING, including how you feel in a moment, replaying moments where you were happy yet doubt if you "actually" were, it can be so debilitating.
When I was in that last relationship, it did debilitate me. I guess what has me hung up is that I keep doubting that I have the right... (9 replies)
... ad and grief stricken, wondering why I wasn't happier about it. After some time, I felt a little better, and we started wedding planning etc. but as of lately my ROCD has come back full fledged, and sometimes I feel like I'm not upset enough by these thoughts which just feeds the cycle of doubts. ... (9 replies)
... I have a quick question, I know about OCD, but what is ROCD? ... (1 replies)
... What is ROCD? ... (2 replies)
... Its so tough to know what the "right" decision is. I have been married to my husband for 11 years this month and I have wanted to leave him every month for our entire marriage. ... (6 replies)
... I am really not sure what is wrong with me, but I know it's not right. I came across ROCD, and the more I learn about it the more I wonder if its why I am, the way I am. ... (4 replies)
... It's an acronym for Relationship OCD...In other words, obsessing about whether or not you really love the person you're with, whether you should be with them, feeling like a blank slate when it comes to them, wondering if someone else would be better for you, wondering if you should've left your ex...
On and on and on...
Hope that helps. :)
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... what is rocd? ... (9 replies)
... I do not know what is wrong with me. I'll try to give a short version. ... (1 replies)
... younger and when i met him for 2.5 years ago i was such soo happy that this happend to me. That a guy like he chooses me to be with. I couldnt believe that this is true, and i was immediately in love with him after our first date. But somehow since im together with him im struggling and suffering again and again.. ... (1 replies)
... slowly recovering i would get bad setbacks when stress in life would happen and i would spiral into this depersonalization state and pure o thoughts about 'what is life? ... (0 replies)
... What exactly are your thoughts surrounding your wife. Since you have been together so long, did you have these thoughts earlier in the relationship or is this something new? ... (11 replies)
... This is so much like my situation! ... (3 replies)
... s having was called ROCD, I figured it was just doubts that I am with the wrong person, but since I have been reading all of these boards I have realized that it is what I have! ... (4 replies)
... Yes, i definitely panic, and at its worst I have crying fits where I am shaking all over.
I really hope the medication will help you too. I know how difficult the PTSD can be. My ex-boyfriend suffered with PTSD and bi-polar disorder. I think that my roots of OCD began when I dated him, but I never realized it as being a problem because his issues were so large.
I am so... (4 replies)
... Well, this sounds exactly like what I'm going through at the moment and I know that I have OCD or ROCD. ... (4 replies)