... and it's been hell on me. All the raw emotions and crying have seemed to pass and I do feel better in that regard. The problem I am having now is that I feel as though a truck has run me over. Physically and mentally I am totally worn out. ... (0 replies)
... I feel as if he killed me, I just haven't died yet. ... (12 replies)
... I don't think this is the same as PTSD because it's more about loss, and feeling sad for the people who died before their time. ... (1 replies)
... anger, hurt, mistrust and making room for better feelings to fill in the voids. It is never too late to heal, and this news is the perfect opportunity to use it as a stepping stone to let these painful memories out and let them go. Those you trust will understand and help you heal if you let them. ... (12 replies)
... es when i could have escaped but he brainwashed me about everyone i ever knew and told me my parents phone was tapped, the police were after me, and other people as well. none of it was true but i didnt know that and was too terrified to try to escape. ... (12 replies)
... ng tortured and i finally couldnt take it, and asked them to stop talking about this right now. they didnt know what happened to me, i just said i was kidnapped as well and i just couldnt listen to any more. sigh. ... (12 replies)
... I have never been in therapy related to these events as I am a very private person, hate talking about myself, and have only found doctors to be judgmental and patronizing. ... (1 replies)
... t help but think of how we as humans tend to minimize and deny the things that are too overwhelming for us to take in. ... (4 replies)
... I just miss her so much, and I love her so much, and as much harm as she's done to me, I still wish that I could hug her and be with her, and just simply have her in my life! For in the end she is my mother and I love her! ... (4 replies)
... Your dear cousins and friends are a blessing, and I hope that as you continue to grow and heal from your past that you will have many more friends to bless you. ... (4 replies)
... They are just so busy living life and being "normal" that I'm lucky if I get to see either of them once a month! While something so simple as just sitting down at my computer to try and do any of my studies is beyond enormous, let alone anything more complicated like getting a job! ... (4 replies)
... So this is my first time here on this forum, so I apologize in advance for how long this will be, as to explain what I'm going through I need to explain my very complicated life. ... (4 replies)
... manipulative. It is these people that make you despair. But there are others who are kind, tolerant, unconventional, interesting and intelligent. Just the same as you..or me. Don't be afraid. Live life the way you want to and stay away from people who aren't good for you. ... (32 replies)
... but they are so mild that they dont realize thats what it is. To them, its just a memory that wont go away, they dont see it as reliving the event. ... (4 replies)
... While coming to terms with my PTSD, I've heard the disorder described as a normal reaction to an abnormal event. ... (4 replies)
... being is very important. I feel your frustration because I felt the weight of my responsibilites at the time, as well. ... (14 replies)
... ing what to do with it. It is SO sad! He follows me around the house and doesn't have a clue what he is doing. For some reason he is very unsteady on his feet as well. ... (14 replies)
... As far as the "Grand Scheme of Things".... I look at it like this. "Life is a Circus, Plan accordingly"..... ... (14 replies)
... Just accept things and remember that "He only gives a person as much as He feels that person can handle. ... (14 replies)
... I know that it was no coincidence. Even more amazing, the psychiatrist that he will be seeing is strangly connected to us as well. ... (14 replies)
