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I can't enjoy the best years of my life because for me it is easier to hide out rather then go out. My best friend asks me HOW DO I DO IT? (Stay inside for so long)

Simple: It's easier for me to do that than to go out. When I go out I dont have fun. There is NO WAY i can enjoy these years because I CANT enjoy ANYTHING wheN I am in public looking like ****


You talk about a triangle on your forehead?

I wish mine was that simple... I had so much that I couldnt tell if it was getting worse or improving...I would have 30 whiteheads (good sizes ones) left over red marks (5-9 cysts) some small 1-4 big. And some scars.


I had over 60+ on my face daily and I was basically BUBBLED up and red... Now you tell me to go out and have fun like that! Yes I want to get back to life but not like this. It's hard enough for me to see my independent study teach once a WEEK....... Yes I am alienated from my friends right now, and yes my family never see's my face because I walka round the house with a towel on my head whenever I leave my room (which i not that much)

Im telling you right now there is NO WAY I could last 5 minutes back at school or life never the less a 5 day week...

This is exactly why I stopped posting here and dwelling on this acne. I will get mad too much and read about it too much then dwell/feel like **** more and more..

I hope accutane finishes up nicely but even when that is done, it will still take me months and months to fully get back to my life...I have a goal. July 2003, IF I AM LUCKY....

Im gonna go because I could type forever.... Obiovusly IM not in a situation here where I have 10-15 on my face....

I do EVERYTHING to get rid of it, diet, medication, staying clean, diff. products..


So not only would I NEVER be able to go out and have FUN let alone go out and be able to not breakdown in tears for 3 minutes... I can't eat what my friends eat, I cant smoke weed anymore, I cant go to parties and drink anymore because I adapted EVERY aspect of my lfie into tryin to get clear..


If I had 6 small zits I would be perfectly HAPPY! My situation is not the typical one... I hope you see that. This is the hardest thing I've ever been through and I dont know how long I will have to deal with this before I can have a good life...

I cherish stupid things now. I want to be able to go get groceries, I want to be able to GO OUTSIDE AN DGET MY MAIL for crying out loud.. I want to be able to sit back at my dinner table again, I want to take the sheet off of my mirror in the bathroom and be fine with it, I want to shower with the real light again, not the night light so I wont see my infested back with over 40 there too...


Let me deal with this, It's already hard enough...





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