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Hey Banker1151, Bodymechanic, and John 3:16,

Thanks for replying. I truly appreciate all input and advice.

Banker1151-
I started crying when I read your posting. Thank you for replying. It really has meant something to me knowing that I'm not the only single mother in this mess. Not only that, there is hope that I can have my life back. It just seems that the black hole is getting bigger and I can't get out of it. I have been feeling like such a loser in the last few months because it seems that somehow I just messed up my life and my kids. I feel so friggin' guilty... How funny! I, also, am scared to death that my ex will find out. I'm not legally divorced yet and are ironing out child custody and support. Actually, numskull has not paid a penny..which is another story. I am in fear that he will find out and rather not disclose a lot of details unless it is in a private email. How do you do a private post or email on this board? I would love to hear more of your story. Thanks for your posting and I will look into the suboxone then. I don't think I can do this alone. If I wasn't a single mother, then I wouldn't mind the taper and the cold turkey method, but it just seems impossible for me. I'm using Lortabs as if they are anti-depressants. Just filling the void..

Thanks again..
OVER IT! :eek:
[QUOTE=over]Hey Banker1151, Bodymechanic, and John 3:16,

Thanks for replying. I truly appreciate all input and advice.

Banker1151-
I started crying when I read your posting. Thank you for replying. It really has meant something to me knowing that I'm not the only single mother in this mess. Not only that, there is hope that I can have my life back. It just seems that the black hole is getting bigger and I can't get out of it. I have been feeling like such a loser in the last few months because it seems that somehow I just messed up my life and my kids. I feel so friggin' guilty... How funny! I, also, am scared to death that my ex will find out. I'm not legally divorced yet and are ironing out child custody and support. Actually, numskull has not paid a penny..which is another story. I am in fear that he will find out and rather not disclose a lot of details unless it is in a private email. How do you do a private post or email on this board? I would love to hear more of your story. Thanks for your posting and I will look into the suboxone then. I don't think I can do this alone. If I wasn't a single mother, then I wouldn't mind the taper and the cold turkey method, but it just seems impossible for me. I'm using Lortabs as if they are anti-depressants. Just filling the void..

Thanks again..
OVER IT! :eek:[/QUOTE]
Over,

I do not think you can e-mail or pm anyone. Can you have a code to get onto aol? or are you worried he will read this site and realize it is you? This is all soooooo hard!!! I ahve been on suboxone for about 4 months.. I have stated my concerns also regarding staying on this. For myself, I am in trouble w/the law. I have 3 kids and a wonderful hubbie. I look at suboxone as a "life saving drug" (ex. blood pressure, diabetic) I do not know if that is right. Many people here have supported my thoughts in saying if it works for me, go with it. That helps alot. Personally, cold turkey did not work for me. It was hard to function while going thru it (family obligations) (cravings) I think you have to read and really think about what is best for you in your situation and then go for it with a vengence!! I wish you the best of luck! and a BIG HUG!! SHELL





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