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[QUOTE=kuno]I wish you the best Miss Seattle. WD's are hard and you are doing great. Just remember that when the physical WD's are gone you must remain strong to the mental urge. I sweated it out once and made it all the way thru just to take Vicodin the day after the Physical WD's were gone and then started the habit all over again. Pretty stupid huh? I got back up to 20 to 30 pills a day and have just started a subutex program today. I gotta win this time. Your battle is almost over on the physical front, just mind the mental one. Also the one thing that got me thru all the physical WD's was reading. If you get spare time and are restless, read a book. It helps.[/QUOTE]

Thanks so much for your kind words. Today I feel so good!!!!! I actually slept through the entire night (until my 20 month old woke us up at 5am :) ). I have been exercising in my spare time, what little I have, and it helped so much. I will be very busy today, but you know what? I feel great! I'm about 99%, not quite 100% but I should be by the end of the day. It was so hard getting through that. I hated it so much & I never want to go through that again. That really does bite that you went through all of those physical w/d's and then went back on, how frustrating for you. I for one have no desire whatsoever to go back, I'm finished & FREE!!!!! I know that the urge will be there & my back is on fire, but it doesn't compare to the agony I went through. Ugh!!!!! I'm so glad you're going off for good this time, it takes a lot of will & patience. I'm so glad it's over, it's behind me. I feel like a new person! My head is finally clear & I can see things for what they are, not a buzzy cloud of drugs spinning in my head. I even have more energy, if you can believe that. It feels so good to be clean! I wish you so much luck & hope that you will come back & post here how you're doing, I really would like to know.

Thanks again, it has been a blessing to get through this with other people that are going through the same thing, I didn't feel alone for a moment.

God bless you & good luck, you can do it!!!!!

Miss Seattle

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