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Feb 19, 2007
Dont get the wrong impression....
I have not taken Vicodin or even held one since 3pm on Jan. 9th
I have had my fair share of the "rollercoaster"
Been to H*ell and back, but survived.
Moved into that house, just to find out that I might really be dreaming.
"too good to be true" yeah, there is always a catch.
(so many "catches" to list)
No lease (but havent paid ANY $ out either!)
Had city out to check on plumbing, then 2 trips from plumber (not my cost)
Possible LEAD CONTAMINATION in garage/shop and DUH...all over place!
(special thanks to previous owner for recasing shotgun shells!)
Possibly having to get HAZMAT out here (extra special thanks to previous owner for leaving behind extremely dangerous chemicals/explosive)

Reasons why I havent posted: I am a selfcentered disgusting pig....I am sooo very sorry Reach. I love you guys, but I felt I abandoned you *and everyone else*
I have been running here and there when my friend leaves me his car on way to work. (imagine that list when you have been without a ride to take where you have to go!)

Husband and I are fighting like cats n dogs. Realized I married a man who DOES NOT KNOW HOW TO C-O-M-M-U-N-I-C-A-T-E
Who has not ONCE asked me (in over a month) ANYTHING about my welfare. How I am doing physically, mentally, emotionally or spiritually.
I am afraid that I am going to snap on him soon. I have held it in, but I am a little ready for him to SNAP back into REALITY now that I hang out there. LOL
Got his good sides though, like how I can just throw him a steak, his BBQ grill and a beer and he is a GREAT babysitter!

Guys, I can not only picture myself a RECOVERING VICODIN addict for the REST of my life, but it IS something that I can life with! Life is great (except for all the turmoil)
I have lost 30 lounds in 45 days....thats worrying me (and hubby)
Some say that they can notice a change in me...night and day

Reach, I havent read thru all the posts yet. Just saw that you put my name out there, and I wanted to let you know I am here. I know you are a strong woman, my idea of how strong I would want to be someday! But, I feel I failed you by not being here.
All my love to all of you!

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