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At my wits end!
Jun 16, 2007
Ok, I posted earlier about the alcohol and valium addiction. I feel like i'm going insane. I have to choose valium or alcohol right now. I can't quit both at the same time. I know that they both are pretty much the same thing, but i literally feel like i'm losing it.

My husband has beer in the fridge and I have some valium, but not many. Which will be the easiest to come off of? The alcohol or the valium? I just can't keep on going like this.

I would give anything to go back in time and never touched a benzo! I sit and think that i can come off the benzo's with drinking, then i turn around and think it's easier to use the valium and not drink. I'm so lost. My husband will tell me to drink alittle, eat and go to sleep. I know he will because that's what he has said in the past, but i don't know if i can drink just alittle. Maybe i'll drink 3 beers, take some benadryl and sleep. I'm rattling on, I know, but I just can't take the numbness in my arms,hands, and mouth and i can't stand the racing thoughts and jerking.

Maybe i'm just being a big baby. I know that alot of you have toughed it out and I should too. I just wish I could be the person i was 5 years ago.

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