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Hello All... I am desperately looking for a Dr in San Antonio Tx who can prescribe Suboxone. I've heard so many wonderful things about this new miracle drug but can't seem to find a dr who's able to prescribe it. I've looked on the net, called several rehab facilities, insurance companies etc. All the dr's i've found either don't prescribe it anymore or have met their quota of patients they can have at on time. (which I was told is 30 pts at a time). I've been addicted to norco for over 4 years now and am up to 30-40 10-325mg tabs a day.(WOW I know it's alot). This demon has taken over my life and i'm so very desperate to quit. I've tried cold turkey, weaning down and was even in a 4 day stay at a hospital rehab facility (which did absolutely nothing). I was given a week supply of clonodine and xanax and told to go home. My addiction began when my ex-husband fractured a disc in my neck and my dr never told me that being on this drug as long as I have been would literally steal my soul. I have talked to my dr about getting off of them and his response was, " don't feel bad about being on this drug, even though there are alot of people that do abuse them it's actually made for people like you who really need it.' (Can you believe that bs?) I admit that I haven't told my dr how much I'm taking since i am buying several other peoples scripts and been desperate enough (for fear of withdrawal) that i've dr shopped a few times. I've even gone as far as buying them online. HORRIBLE, HORRIBLE, HORRIBLE I know but I'm so afraid of the withdrawals since i've been through it before but couldn't make it long enough to actually be done with these aweful things for good. I've always thought of myself as a strong person but this is the one thing in my life so far thats been able to beat me. I have always been very anti-drug and still am. The only drug i've ever tried by choice was pot and that was in highschool (just trying to be cool like most teenagers do). I didn't like it then and still don't. I feel like a complete failure because I can't beat this on my own. I'd never even heard of hydrocodone when it was prescribed to me and had I known what it would do to my life I never would have taken the first pill. I pray that there is someone out there who can help me find a dr in san antonio who will help me beat this addiction. I am hopelessly desperate to end this nightmare because it is destroying my life. I've been reading your postings for a while now and just hearing some of the success stories and the work in progress stories has given me a glimmer of hope that it can be done. I feel a little better knowing that i'm not the only one who feels this way. Thankyou for your inspiration and the courage you've all given me to admit the truth to you and to not feel so alone in this journey. I thank in advance anyone who can help me with information to reach the right dr who can help me to beat this. My prayers are with all of you!

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