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Re: I did it!
May 5, 2009
I can easily say I have a problem. I'm an addict. I think I am emotionally tied to vicodin. I was doing good with a half or two a day but yesterday after a fight, I took a whole one. Granted it was a total of 1 and 1/2 but I still increased the dose due to stress. I'm using it to kill emotional pain. I'm involved in a bad, abusive and addictive relationship. He's harder to detox from then Vicodin I believe. I know it is unrelated but I flipped when I found out he emailed hookers on Craigs List and I took a pill to calm myself down. My therapist told me that this is a dangerous time for accidental overdose because I cut myself down drastically. I am scared, sad and so very lonely. Please send some advice. I have this idea that if I get on a plane today to get away from him, all will be well. Except that I have my children on the weekends and I wouldn't be seeing them for awhile. (I'm divorced) I also have this horrible guilt that my boys have a mother who's been high for the better part of 4 years. I'm a total emotional mess.

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