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Re: Second Go
Jan 10, 2011
well good morning. ive woken up 5:30 am and took my 50 mg morphine. i will read some of your threads for motivation, the go to work in 45 min.

i also take my one-a-day vitamin/b6/vit c everyday (gf and i need to restock up on vit d and omega 3s which r part of our daily. (note: she is trying to kick a cocaine habit, she'll do a half gram once or twice a week when drinking w her girlfriends... and she gnarls at me when I say i did an ativan or something...I resent that hipocracy, but ignore it at the same time. She is slwing down because she hates the cocaine withdrawal...I used to do it with them, but completely quit because I hate the come-down)

so yesterday was 50 mg morphine at 8 am, dilly 8 at 3 pm, and valium 10 at 8pm, also a codeine 30 at midnight when i woke up.

i am truly going to try to intake a little less each day, and i think leave the benzos alone (ive read from too many ppl that benzo w/d is worse than opiate w/d, and i know how bad opiate w/d is, sooo, no valium tonight.

im off to work, and will journal my next dose, whatever it might be. and damn my tolerance, this 50 mg of morphine just gets me to wear im not aching, i still have anxiety, i used to LOVE taking that oxy 40 and all anxiety would be gone....BUT, i refuse to touch that demon of a drug anymore...so i have minor anxiety, a coffee helps put me at ease a little (i think its the ritual rather than the cafeine that helps me, cause the caffeine should actually be making my anxiety worse) later.......
Re: Second Go
Jan 10, 2011
[QUOTE=second go;4658127]well good morning. ive woken up 5:30 am and took my 50 mg morphine. i will read some of your threads for motivation, the go to work in 45 min.

i also take my one-a-day vitamin/b6/vit c everyday (gf and i need to restock up on vit d and omega 3s which r part of our daily. (note: she is trying to kick a cocaine habit, she'll do a half gram once or twice a week when drinking w her girlfriends... and she gnarls at me when I say i did an ativan or something...I resent that hipocracy, but ignore it at the same time. She is slwing down because she hates the cocaine withdrawal...I used to do it with them, but completely quit because I hate the come-down)

so yesterday was 50 mg morphine at 8 am, dilly 8 at 3 pm, and valium 10 at 8pm, also a codeine 30 at midnight when i woke up.

i am truly going to try to intake a little less each day, and i think leave the benzos alone (ive read from too many ppl that [SIZE="6"]benzo w/d is worse than opiate w/d, and i know how bad opiate w/d is, sooo, no valium tonight[/SIZE].

im off to work, and will journal my next dose, whatever it might be. and damn my tolerance, this 50 mg of morphine just gets me to wear im not aching, i still have anxiety, i used to LOVE taking that oxy 40 and all anxiety would be gone....BUT, i refuse to touch that demon of a drug anymore...so i have minor anxiety, a coffee helps put me at ease a little (i think its the ritual rather than the cafeine that helps me, cause the caffeine should actually be making my anxiety worse) later.......[/QUOTE]



Its true. Benzo withdrawal is CLINICALLY worse than opiates w/d.

Probably something to do with the seizure factor ..... I believe you have a great chance of having seizures with benzo withdrawal.
Re: Second Go
Jan 27, 2011
proud of you "beastie"--fighting the fight. think we all have to keep fighting it, maybe lifelong, but i agree with what you said about different lengths of time for different people to go through withdrawal. by some standards, i'm pretty well into it, and i do feel WORLDS better than i did at first (obviously lol), but there are still issues, and days that are tougher than others. i also soooo agree with you about the vitamins, minerals, eating healthier, and SLEEP! i was so hyped up all the time on percs, so never got regular, good sleep. when i started with detox, needed the klonapin to zonk me out, but would manage to add up like 12 hours a night. clearly, my body needed to make up for lost time. i'm happy to report that, lately at least, i've been able to take less of the benzo to sleep, and didn't even take any last night. and i'm back down to like 7-8 hours of sleep a night, right where i should be.

i know we can't post any websites or refer to them, but for those looking to get your vitameataveggeemins in, check the net--there are some great places with amazing deals on some of these staple items (the B's, multi's etc.). just got my shipment in, so i'll be good for a long while, even considering i'm still loading up to replenish what my addiction depleted for so long. hope that part meets with the guidelines!

kk, gonna get my butt up again, stuff to do, let's help my mommy get back home asap lol. hope everyone's having a good, smooth day, better than the one before it, and i'm sure i'll be around lata :)





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