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Re: WHy am I angry?
May 28, 2004
[QUOTE=misskmh80]Hi am new here but total understand people in here I am on Lexapro to controll my out raged attitude.......hummm so far it has toned it down but I still lash out at my son and husband. I get so pissed off when they ask me a question or if I have to do something I also quit my job due to a fight with my boss... Now I feel useless I want my meds uped so I can feel ok. My son is 18 months and drives me to drink I swear I just wanna slap the crap out of him some times...thank god my mom is 5mins away to take him so I get a brake...this has become an issue since i was like 13 im 23 now and feel that it is getting worse any suggestions I am a bit on the violent side also and cant controll myself sometimes. I cry often when alone I hate it when friends call me I dont answer the phone just cuz I wanna be alone am I ok????[/QUOTE]

No dear this is not normal. You need to seek help before you actually do slap that baby. Your child did not ask to be born into this situation. You need to get help for yourself and for your child. I know you don't want your husband to pick that child up and walk out of your life for good. I also know you don't want social services coming in and taking that child away after you lose your temper and slap him. If you are that out of control, I'm sure they're are neighbors or someone who has noticed it. It only takes one call to social services to ruin your life as you know it. You said you quit your job,
so there is no better time than the present to check yourself into a hospital to get the help you need. I think you would benefit greatly from an anger management program. You said this started when you were 13, did something happen? I know I am coming down a little hard on you, but you need more than the support we can give you. You need professional counseling and then come back and we will gladly support you. I don't want to see that child get hurt or you lose your child and husband. Please be proactive and help yourself before its too late. You came here, that was the first step, admitting you have a problem. Take the second step now and get some help. It's not going to be easy but I'm sure your husband will gladly support you in getting the help you need. If he has stayed with you with the way you are describing your attitude, he must truly love you and I don't think you have to worry about him leaving if you get help. I do think if you don't get help that one day he is going to tell you he has had enough and walk out the door with your son in tow. Then you are going to have two battles to fight. Trying to get well and trying to put your family back together. I pray you will do the right thing and get some help. Please, before you hurt that baby. You will be in my prayers.

God Bless,
Sherry :wave:

P.S. Contrary to what you may believe right now, I care about you also.

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