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Hello, Im crazy :jester: :bouncing: in 2001 it really showed when i couldnt control my anger anymore towards my ex gf...I punched her arms, and pinched her violently all which left temp marks..nnedless to say i did go to jail LOL for a day and then went to anger management.. (what a joke those state programs are), anywho afterwards for the next 3 years i became heavily addicted to opiates to numb my guilt ect. ( sober now for 6 months) after 2 rehabs ) so my anger is real.. im 21 now and dont get angry much anymore

EXCEPT when I hear dogs barking.. The place where im staying now, they have a dog and it annoys the HELL out of me just the way it looks makes me want to kick it!! but what really sets me off is when it makes a whineing sound, im sure you know what i mean.. somthing inside me goes off literally like a light switch and within seconds im a completely different person.. a extreme rage.. I know i cant do anything to it so i let it pass.. but then im left with a horribly annoyed mood.. if there wernt other people in the house i would seriously have to go teach it a lesson.. or yell at it.. :eek: i now take care of the problem with a water gun, it never comes near me anymore and if i simply point my finger at it, it turns away and gets down on the floor and crawls backwards, which makes me EVEN more mad.. :o :o :o .. anywho I cant explain it.. i know the feelings i have are wrong, but they feel soo GOOD! espcially when i squirt it in the face...

Heres the funny part, there is another dog here that barks all the time, and i love this dog, i let it in my room and i pet it and walk it daily.. I feel happy when i pet it ect.. i always call both dogs in the room and then only give the white one ( the one i like ) a treat and pet it.. and tell the other dog to F off.. haha .. another thing I do is walk by it and tell it im going to give it a walk, and it gets all excited and then i just walk away laughing to myself hahhaha.. even stranger is the fact that i LOVE almost all animals, i find them facinating, i go to the zoo once a month, watch nature shows ect ect, and i get a lump in my throat sometimes when animals are hurt.. my screen background is even a animal ( rat car panda bear)..(also have voulenterd at the humane society many times) But the brown dog makes me go crazy and i hate it sooooo much.. i continue to suffer.. here are some theorys on why i hate it:

1. the way it looks..its a pit bull mut looking like piece of garbage.. its not cute or fluffy at all.. and i cant stand things that are ugly..yes that includes girls lol..
2. that annoying whiny sound it makes when people are outside or it wants somthing.. why cant it just freaking greet his owners properly AGHH. :o

any ideas on what to do or why I might feel this way, or better yet, someone else who can relate in some shape or form??and finally, YES i do see a psych, and do take meds lol i have adhd among other things lol HELP!!
Im wondering if you have some sensory issues. My son hates certain sounds, they set him off, make him angry sometimes or violent. Certain sound seems to make him excited, panicky or angry. If my son hears a buzz sound from the shaver(to shave his head) he gets really upset and throws a fit. He doesnt like the sound at all, yet he can take the sound of a vaccum cleaner or firealarm, gun or motors, just not the buzz sound from the shaver. I dont think your a serial killer or anything....just make a journal of what it is that you notice first bothers you, it might not be the dog, it might be the sound of the dogs pitch that causes you to react or resent the dog. Bring it to your doctor and see what he suggests. Good luck and take care :wave:
[QUOTE=Asperger family]Im wondering if you have some sensory issues. My son hates certain sounds, they set him off, make him angry sometimes or violent. Certain sound seems to make him excited, panicky or angry. If my son hears a buzz sound from the shaver(to shave his head) he gets really upset and throws a fit. He doesnt like the sound at all, yet he can take the sound of a vaccum cleaner or firealarm, gun or motors, just not the buzz sound from the shaver. I dont think your a serial killer or anything....just make a journal of what it is that you notice first bothers you, it might not be the dog, it might be the sound of the dogs pitch that causes you to react or resent the dog. Bring it to your doctor and see what he suggests. Good luck and take care :wave:[/QUOTE]

I was thinking the same thing when I read his post. Crying sets me off majorally. I get so upset that I have to isolate myself so I don't harm anyone. I have a cat and he drives me crazy when he's crying so I usually put him in my bedroom and shut the door so I won't take it out on him. :nono:
Im sorry Chantel, I wasnt trying to chastize you. Just the whole idea of the dog being unwanted and all... Anyway, yeah, I had to stop watching that program too. On one episode, a black labrador had been left in a car for 3 days, it baked to death in the 90 degree heat. They actually showed the dog, and I wanted to cry. The officer went between throwing up and being horribly angry...

I just dont understand it, but I am one of those wierdos that will pull over and dart into traffic to save a turtle in the road :rolleyes:
[QUOTE=hillaryb]Im sorry Chantel, I wasnt trying to chastize you. Just the whole idea of the dog being unwanted and all... Anyway, yeah, I had to stop watching that program too. On one episode, a black labrador had been left in a car for 3 days, it baked to death in the 90 degree heat. They actually showed the dog, and I wanted to cry. The officer went between throwing up and being horribly angry...

I just dont understand it, but I am one of those wierdos that will pull over and dart into traffic to save a turtle in the road :rolleyes:[/QUOTE]


Hillary:)

Don't worry, no harm done hun:) I didn't take it personal. I just wanted to explain what options we have here.

Oh my gosh:( What a sad, sad story:( My gosh, I would have been upset too if I was that officer. I don't understand it either, I guess we just have that extra touch:)

I am just like you with animals on the road. I swear, I will go in the ditch before I hit an animal. I've already saved about 10 birds and about 2 trutles. Not to mention how many strays I've taken in. It's funny because I wasn't raised that way. My mom to this day does not like any kind of pet. She cannot even stand them licking her. She wouldn't hurt them, but just doesn't care for them. I guess I turned out totally different.

Chantel





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