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I have been with my boyfriend for 10 months now, I am 18 and he is 21. I know 10 months doesn't seem like a lot to some people, but for us it feels like we have been together forever. We are both very much in love and care very deeply for each other and hope to get married one day. However my parents profoundly disapprove of him, they even kicked me out a few months ago because they found out we were still together. It was a very long story and horrible story. He has never done anything wrong to me, always treated me with the greatest respect and will do anything to make me happy. He is genuinly one of the sweetest people you will ever meet. The fact that he didn't ask my parents for permission to date me is pretty much the only reason why they despise our relationship.

Anyway...I was always a very kind, shy girl. I never really argued with him or got mad at him for stupid reasons like typical girls do. But ever since I was kicked out by my family and had a life changing experience, my entire personality has changed. Not only do I feel symptoms of depression coming along, but I find myself constantly picking fights with him, yelling at him, not trusting him, I question our relationship, I dont even let him joke around with me at all. I am so serious with everything. No matter how hard he tries, I just dont let him put a smile on my face anymore. Little by little I am pushing him away. And the thing is that we always talk about it, we aways talk about how we can make things better, but then the next day the rage grows even bigger! We can have a pleasant conversation and I would just burst out on him, I would say the meanest things to him without even thinking twice about how bad I am hurting him. Its been about 4 months since the whole thing happened with my family, I still live with them (they dont know that him and I have any contact with each other), and I still have nightmares about the day that my parents found out that we were together and went crazy. I feel like a completely different person. I dont feel happy and I dont let my boyfriend make me happy. But I dont want to lose him. I love him so much. How can I make things better?

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