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I don't know if anoyone remembers my post before how I passed my anxiety onto my boyfriend. Well, since then, its gotten worse. He dropped out of school. He doesn't like going to classes. He blames it on anxiety. But he can go to work everyday. He planned on moving in with me, getting a job working cable, and then helping out with the bills when he can. He also decided that maybe he can be an MRI technician. I've known him for 3 years and he never mentioned any interest in this whatsoever. He basically planning his whole future around me which determined my future. I would be taking care of him. I knew I couldn't do that. I have a hard enough time taking care of myself. I cannot be the rock, and I stated that early on in the relationship. During my time of moving to a new city away from everyone and everything I knew, I still helped him stay in school. I helped him with his classes, I emailed his professors when he missed classes, I guided him on what he should do about his anxiety. But he threw it all away. Everything I ever did for him was not only wasted but also taken for granted. I couldn't do it anymore. I can't see the future, but when I talked to him lastnite I was never so afraid of it. I had to do something because this has been causing me turmoil for quite some time. I suggested to him that we take a break, that he needed to figure out what he really wanted to do with his life or else I can't be a part of it. He was devastated. Heart broken. I still care about him and I hate hurting him. But at this point, if I didn't do this I'd be sacrificing myself. So now I'm left with this guilty void. My nights and mornings are so terrible. I was doing so good too. Almost anxiety free. Now its so hard for me to function. I don't know why I'm posting this or what I'm even asking. I guess I'm just looking for anyone thats had a similar experience and how they got through it.

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