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:wave: Hello All, I know it's been a while since my last post. I'm back to give everyone an update on what''s going on. First of all, I don't have cancer. I still need a hysterectomy, but I'm going to do it once we move and get settled. We will be on cobra for 18 months and hopefully will have our medical insurance situation in order by then. I no longer take Lexapro. I could not handle the weight gain that came along with it. ( I've gained a lot of weight.) I'm very sensitive about my weight so that was totally bringing me down. I stopped taking b/c pills for the endo. I can't handle those either. I'm just trying to cope with the pain until we move. I now take 60mg of Prozac every morning and my 50mg of Trazodone each night. So far, so good. I've been on prozac for about a month now.

We are in the process of selling our home. Our closing date is Feb. 28 and our departure date is March 5. The beach trailer is still up for sale but hopefully we have a buyer for it. We'll find out Saturday. I know I wrote before that I was not going to sell our home but the thought of trying to rent/lease while we're living over 800 miles away seems a little unrealistic. I would constantly worry about what was going on down here. Selling just seems to make more sense. plus we sure could use the money.

I'm taking all my animals. The thought of them being with anyone other than myself is heartbreaking. I can't do that to them or myself. I love my pets too much and they are just like my own kids.

The situation with my mom and sister is still the same. All the more reason to start over. They have disowned me altogether and my mom is still spreading mean rumors about me. My son has taken her side and he is still up to his old tricks. He will soon be a daddy. His baby is due April 28 and his girlfriend is only 15. We are not allowed to be a part of his childs life because he and his girlfriends family chooses it to be that way. That causes me a lot of heart aches but what can I do? I hope maybe one day when he matures, he will change his mind. Also, my mom and sis don't have anything to do with my 11 yr. old daughter either. They have always favored my son. I am sorry for my daughter because she really is the only one they are hurting. I don't understand thier way of thinking.

I do feel that this move is for the best. The chance for us to start over. We will have my husbands dad and his wife. The chance to leave all this drama and painful memories behind us. I really need this for my own sanity. I must admit this is scary for all of us. I've had a couple of anxiety attacks because of things at times being so overwhelming for me. I'm still hanging on though. I know it will soon be better for us all. (At least I hope.) I do have faith. Things happen for a reason. I'm a firm believer in that. A few prayers and good wishes sent my way couldn't hurt either. :D Thank you all for your replies and thanks to you all for taking the time to read. I do wish you all the best and keep you in my prayers. Take care my cyber friends. :angel: ;) Blossom/Julie

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