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Hi,
Okay so, basically I've always been a bit of an obsessive worrier since I was about 6, and it's always been focused on my health. I'll have something I think is unusual and instead of rationally thinking 'it's nothing' I'm convinced it's a terminal illness an I should get diagnosed while there's still time. I know that sounds ridiculous, but it's one of the thoughts that runs through my head when I fixate and worry.
The thing is, now I'm worrying about relationship. Particulary, my feelings for my boyfriend. We've been together 2 and a half years, he's like my best friend, he makes me laugh, I can be my complete self around him. We've talked seriously about the future, even picking out kids names.
In september he's moving down south for uni. At first I was devastated and slowly I've come round to the idea, even getting excited at the prospect of visiting each other. And I do believe he could be the love of my life.
But this past week, completely out the blue I've been questioning my feeling for him. And it's making me so sad and hopeless, I've lost my appetite, can't sleep, and I'm terrified I'm going to lose him. Like with my health, I've fixated on this all week, and ive talked to him about it. He's supportive and I'm now planning on seeing a counsellor to sort out this constant worry ad anxiety.

Is this normal to feel like this with anxiety? The last thing in the world I want is to feel differently about him.

Thanks for reading this massive essay!





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