I feel ugly

i feel so fat and so ugly all the time. i can dressed up and have on my nice heels and then i look into the mirror and see a fat, ugly woman. my husband just moved out and i'm losign weight rapidly and i still think i look like crap. i used to weigh 105 lbs and thought if i couls just lose a little more. y husband used to make fun of me that i didnt eat that much and i needed to eat more. wha do i do when i never feel hungry?