Re: What if you weren't working so hard to make ED happy?

Wow your question has really got me thinkin....
I think that I would be able to stop thinking consently about ED and start thinking about what makes ME happy instead of what makes ANA happy. I would be able to go out with my friends, like I do now yet.... not have to worry or think about what I am eating or what I look like. I would be free to not worry! I would be out smiling and not having a voice inside my head telling me to calm down and think... think... think... think..about ANA.
Sometimes I love ANA sometimes I hate ANA....most of all I hate her when she is in my head, and I have to obey her. Its like im posessed! Anyways.... yeh.....[B]if I weren't working so hard to make ED happy I would be free, free to think[/B]

X Hannie X