Not sure if i have an ed??? help???

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ok well...basically...im pretty damn young...and been goin thru alot lately...but aside from all that...i dont eat like a normal person i suppose...i no im not fat...but ive put on a few pounds lately...but basiclaly im still a small girl...the problem is...sometimes i fast...i feel pretty good...but then i eat alot sometimes...i go thru skool without eating most days and i feel good...but the moment i get home...i eat a ton..and i fell really bad and gross for eating...i eat alot too...and not always healthy...most of the time im not even hungry ever, im hardly hungry but i eat anyway...but fasting feels right and eating feels rong...eating distracts me and occupies me but after ...ewww...i feel like i failed...but i feel my best when i havent eaten...so wuts up with that..i randomly eat alot...but feel like i have no control and then try to not eat...but fail at that 2...but feel awsome when i dont eat...much more confident like ive acomplished something...cuz i controlled it...so do i have an eating disorder...or am i just crazy???


thnx for taking the time to read this...

ur opinions are always welcome and greatly appreciated