Hello...I was just like you ...I got to my "goal" weight it wasn't enough!!! I am now 30 pounds below my goal weight and it STILL isn't enough! When you have an eating disorder...YOUR VIEW OF yourself is totally distorted. My sister saw me for the first time in months and said oh my god you look so sickly your so skinny. I thought I was having a fat day! It's a terrible thing and we see ourselves so differently then others. I hope someone can help you! Therapy doesn't seem to be working for me I've tried everything~