[quote]Originally posted by CAZ:
[b]Hey, thanx for replying
to my message, i dont want
to get a new doctor
cause they are just not helping, i am scared, and i am still losing weight, i am 16 and i fit in age 9-10 clothes, i have just found out that i have cancer, so i have that
to worry about too.(thanx for
the compliment about my writing james) Anyway i know i need help, but i just dont want it, i feel so fat and i just want
to be really thin, i want
to look like ally mcbeal so
is soooo pretty. It
all started because i relised that men like thin wowen, i egt alot
of attention from men
cause i am thin, my boyfriend tells me i am too thin and so does my best mates, but they are lying
to make me feel better. Its not like i am not pretty but i am not thin enough, maybe if i keep starving myself i might end up dead, that might be
the best idea i have had in a while, no-one would care if i did die, my mum and me don't get on, my dad doesn't want
to know me, i cant talk
to my brothers and sisters
cause they hate me. they only
people i have are my best friend and my boyfriend, my other best mate died
of bulimia and anorexia and i feel that it
is my fault i have
to go now sorry this rambles on a bit love caz[/b][/quote]
Dear Caz
I sorry
to here you have cancer that's awful I hope that you are
all right. Thanks for
wanting my email address I would love
to hear from you. I tried
to change my email and password at
the same
time and have temporarily zapped myself for
the system. so I have re-registered This
is my email address
[email protected]
I'm interested in your attitude
to food because its so different from mine. For a long
time I used
to look at food as means
to alter my mood or get comfort, never about weight, I've never had
the slightest concern about it.
What I hate
is feeling addicted
to sugar I mean really in
the grip
of a uncontrollable desire
to eat. My aim
is to be balanced in
what I
eat and
to feel reasonably healthy, I don't like worrying about my health and
the idea that I'm doing myself harm.
Anyway I'm interested how do you function without eating. I mean
what do you run on batteries?
What about "girlpower"? How are you surpposed
to have that, when you are on
the verge
of fainting though trying not
to eat? You mention that your friends are lying
to you
to make you feel better, yeah right! That really likely, after
all, it could not possibly be that they have your best interests at heart.
In regards
to your own size and weight, that
is your choice and up
to you
to decide.
But you
to be attractive
what's
the point in being so thin that you have no energy
to be sexy. It takes effort
to smile and be cheerful. If you haven't got any energy you might as well be a mannequin in some shop window and I don't see many men going out with mannequins.
Warmest regards James
PS I'm sorry if this sounds harsh its just
the way it comes out sometimes, I really wish
the very best though ;=)
