It appears you have not yet Signed Up with our community. To Sign Up for free, please click here....

Eating Disorder Recovery Message Board

Eating Disorder Recovery Board Index

I'm still here
Feb 2, 2001
Just wanted to let you all know that I am stil around. I ahve been on here regularly reading the posts but have not really been able to reply. I think it is my depression. Must be going through a low time right now. I don't feel to sad, just disinterested in everything.
I had my dr.'s apointment on Tuesday. It was so good to get back to a former dr. who was also a good friend! We spent the first part of the appointment filling her in on what has been going on with me since she left for Mongolia three years ago.
I told her about my laxative abuse. She didn't lecture me or anyting. We have been through this and anorexia before. She did ask me to start taking a multi-vitamin and to set a goal for when I will stop using the laxatives, either a certain date or a certain date. I got the vitamins but haven't decided when I will stop yet.
Of course I had to visit the "vampires" in the lab. I was proud of myself. I behaved very adult-like. I got the results back yesterday and everything checked out fine . . . EXCEPT . . . my white blood cell count was "borderline high". She said it could just be from a virus. I get it checked again in a month. In the meantime, I have something new to worry about. I just had to go on the internet to see what a high count means. One thing it can mean is leukemia. Oh great!! Well, I'll try not to worry too much but I know I will worry some.
Now, I am still using laxatives so not much else has changed. I'll try to get on more often and not just be a "lurker".


All times are GMT -7. The time now is 11:03 PM.

© 2022 MH Sub I, LLC dba Internet Brands. All rights reserved.
Do not copy or redistribute in any form!