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Sep 2, 2001
Hello Everyone!
How has everyone been doing? I haven't been on here in a while. I have been having some problems and would like to know some advice or answers if anyone knows anything about it. Okay...I am bulemic and have been for about 9 months now, and I go for a few days where I don't eat and then a few days where I eat and throw up and even some days where I just binge and purge all day. My sides have been hurting really bad lately, and I wonder if it is caused from the eating disorders. I went to my doctor and he said that the cartilage around my ribs and up to my chest are inflammed or irritated. It hurts extremely bad and the pains just seem to come and go. When I breathe in really deep or cough or anything like that then it hurts pretty bad, too. Do you think it is caused from the eating disorders? I get so tired of living this way. It's like all that goes through my mind is weight and food. If I get over a certain weight then I just hate myself so bad. I feel so guilty every time I eat and when I go for days without eating then I can't find the strength to play b-ball and I love that more than anything in this world. Season starts in about 5-6 wks. and I need to be ready...but how? I mean I can't control this eating controls me. I don't know what to do anymore. My hair just comes out by hand fulls anymore, and my teeth like hurt. Then my stomach and sides and chest hurt. Sometimes I will just eat and throw up to feel in control of things. Esp. when I am really stressed. I don't have to do anything to make myself throw up anymore just comes up on its own. It's kind of scary. I am sorry I just keep going on and on. I just needed someone to talk to that would understand and I know that the people on here understand since they are going through the same type of thing. Well I guess I will go for now. Everyone take care and good luck!

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