Re: The final countdown

so far no purging but i have over eaten badly and taken way to many laxs again...i feel disgusting so bloated my body looks un-natural the way my tummy has ballooned and its not my imagination - i feel disgusting and ive put on double the kg i was comfortable to gain...all i can think about now is being sick and how i desire to be thin and flat again :( why does this have to be so hard ive been having a wonderful time with my family and boyfriend why cant that be enough? im so happy with all of them and have shared in a wonderful last few days but all i can think about is how disgusting i feel and i just want to crawl out of my skin - time for that massive jumper to hide in