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... time i started to slow down because my parents found out, and i didnt like it when other people know my secrets, but honestly, sometimes i still binge and go and throw it up. It is addictive, and so is annorexia. ... (12 replies)
... Yesterday was terrible!!! You know those days when you wake up and you just feel horride and then your day just ends up really bad? ... (4 replies)
Fight Club!
Aug 28, 2005
... I just laid there in the dark and felt like someone had kicked me in the gut, it was actually tiring for me to roll over, and I didn't eat all day and then threw up about midnight. ... (455 replies)

Fight Club!
Aug 15, 2005
... I do still think about the other from time to time but as yet haven't gone there...sometimes when I feel numb I think about that to make myself feel something.. ... (455 replies)
... I am glad you posted this topic. Its something that has been bothering me about myself as well. My weight fluctuates fairly often. And when I eat I get angry at myself and try to throw up but most of the time I cant go all the way through with it. ... (18 replies)
... Hiya Aura!! I have to type quick before I lose my thought - security!!!!!! You were lacking a feeling of being taken care of - a move is traumatic for any child, but if that child also feels unsure if she is wanted, needed and loved, can you imagine all of this insecurity in the mind of a 4 year old?? This feeling that you will "lose everything" - you had just moved an... (383 replies)
... I assume that once those floodgates are opened it is hard to not continue. I know you may not understand the things I am about to say, but I will try to explain myself as best as possible. I read this book a while back about someones life with anorexia. ... (383 replies)
... t, I still have an almost daily struggle with my weight. For several years I didn't weigh anymore than 115 pounds, but in September of 2002 I became pregnant. To make a long story short, I lost my baby after 3 months of pregnancy and had to deal with an out of control metabolism. ... (4 replies)
Jan 16, 2002
... utely terrible. I've so incredibly depressed, hopeless, blah, I hate me for the last couple days. I've been binge eating too. I think I'm trying to self medicate myself with food. I don't even have the motivation to throw up. I really need a support group in real life that I can go to, but I don't where one is. ... (4 replies)
So miserable...
Dec 6, 2001
... But then I stopped myself. Why was I going to kneel down to one of the grossest, lowest appliances and make myself do something I was going to regret later? ... (5 replies)
... I don't think I have an ED...I just think I am a bit strange!!! But...I don't know what it is...I don't throw up any longer....yeh I do starve when I can and take diet pills etc but I am just an average weight. ... (3 replies)
... I've just signed up. So just thought i'd tell you about myself and if someone could give me their story similar to mine, I'm in a bit of a state at the moment. ... (2 replies)
... e, not majourly just overweight, enuff for me to not want to go out, not want to by clothes etc so i went on a diet, ha ive been on lots of diets, i finally made myself a plan and stuck to it, its been like a year that ive stuck to it, same foods day in day out, avoiding situaitions that would reck my diet.. ... (7 replies)
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Sep 30, 2005
... by the way, i never threw up, but i've heard it's impossible to get the calories out by throwing up, just so you know. you can only throw up a certain percent or something. ... (455 replies)
... I was terrified to stop counting because i didn't want to get fat. anyway, this is getting long, so i'll make the rest quick. My boyfriend and i moved in together in a new city last fall, and everything went totally out of control. ... (5 replies)
... there's real work to be done here! I promise to make room to check for posts from you both more frequently from now on. ... (11 replies)
... I know exactly what you mean about wanting to change but still getting the negative thoughts. I have anorexia, and while I'm not skin and bones, I still have obsessive thoughts. I either starve myself or I eat too much and then want to (sometimes I still do anyway) throw up, etc. I'm tired of this thing running my life all the time. It's as though I have an angel and a... (6 replies)
... starting restricting more in order to avoid throwing up, but it seemed like everyday was different. One day I would overeat, the next day undereat, and the next throw up. Although I have been throwing up less often, I still do it occasionally. ... (1 replies)
... If are able to give them a little of you and are able to choose what, and not feel needy of them anymore, I think that would make a world of difference. I think that with your mum being understanding like she was, this may be possible for you. I sure hope so. ... (11 replies)
... I've always struggled to force myself not to eat, but my hunger usually overcomes me and I end up eating anyway. I can't imagine what I'd do if the hunger never won, or I could turn it off. ... (6 replies)

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