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... I have always been the one to be worried bout my weight and make sure i exercise and I wanted to be healthy. I never really did anything damaging to my body till about 4 years ago when i started highschool. ... (7 replies)
... norexia. When too many people got on to me about my weight, I started eating again. And it was oh so good. Of course, I over did it, and so I started throwing up my food. This was about age 16 too. I actually thought it was kind of funny the first time I did it, like it was a joke. Boy was I ever wrong. ... (6 replies)
... norexia. When too many people got on to me about my weight, I started eating again. And it was oh so good. Of course, I over did it, and so I started throwing up my food. This was about age 16 too. I actually thought it was kind of funny the first time I did it, like it was a joke. Boy was I ever wrong. ... (7 replies)

... with this. I feel so alone in all of it. I am afraid to ask for help. I am ashamed and I feel so guilty because I know that it is not fair to my daughter if I make myself sick because I can't be a good mother to her if I am sick or if I am not around. ... (3 replies)
Fight Club!
Oct 11, 2005
... le, i'd still be a lot healthier and happier for not inhaling a bunch of carcinagens several times a day, and that is a success unto itself. does that analogy make sense? ... (455 replies)
... really really bad and stuff like that because its easier to say it then to attually do it, I mean I know its bad as im sure you do but just saying it prob wont make you stop. Because if I say it to myself ill just end up starving the next day any way. ... (36 replies)
Very long story.
May 30, 2005
... i still weigh excactly the same as i did when i started makes me wonder why i can not stop. a few months after it started i told my husband because i didnt like myself or what it was turning in to. it wasnt me and i felt ashamed and i hated myself. ... (6 replies)
... which put me in an awful position. To have them believe I was doing better, I ate, but i quickly found a solution to this by throwing up since I was not ready to quit what I had found to be so amazing. I wanted to keep the weight off and was not ready to recover. ... (3 replies)
... g of a heart attack and someone finding her slumped over the toliet...that goes through my mind every time I do it and I just cry and cry afterwards. Everytime I throw up, I make a bargain with God and say, "I promise this will be my last time if you just don't let me die tonight... ... (29 replies)
... ting because that little thought that is put in the back of your head after you "recover" is making its way known again. And im so mad, frustrated and upset with myself for letting this happen. Im mad because here i am...telling bunches of teens with eds about the consequences of eds... ... (18 replies)
... Jess, On this site you will get encouragement to recovery, but we will not aid you in your illness. Please take a long look at what you are doing to your body and your life, two hours wasted everytime you want to purge. That is so much time you could be enjoying a life free from all this. Please think about getting some help. (3 replies)
... Okay, I know its bad to throw up, but if I'm gonna do it anyway, I might as well make it easier on myself. ... (3 replies)
Now what?
Mar 9, 2006
... t my nutritionist wants me to do, which is to gain 20 lbs, not 30. Well, she said that number is what she wants me to start off at anyway, I guess she might end up moving it up when I start gaining. ... (11 replies)
... Omg! Im totally like that bout eating infront of people. I always say no when people offer me food but then often find myself binging as soon as i am on my own again. ... (9 replies)
... I actually DO eat healthy foods. Although I still throw up, I am much better than I was a year ago because a year ago I ONLY ate when I was going to throw up. Now I eat breakfast, and dinner, and healthy good foods too and also snacks. Fruits, proteins, stuff with lots of calcicum and potassium. ... (18 replies)
... You all are great for being strong for me when I need it and here to listen and put up with me! ... (27 replies)
... I just don't know what to do with myself right now so I figured I should post and just maybe someone will have some advice that I'll find supportive. ... (3 replies)
... I was tired of exercising so I started to eat less. At the age of 20 I stared to stick my finger down my throat after supper. I would go to take a shower and throw up so that the shower would hid the hidious noise of me vomiting. ... (11 replies)
... thank you for openning up to us. i suffer from bulimia, have for several years. ... (10 replies)
... loose weight because i did it secretly at school. They watched my every move. They forced me to eat breakfest right in front of them, and when i got to school id throw what was left up. It screwed my metabolism all up. It took 2 years to get it all back and straight. Im more health oriented now. ... (4 replies)




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