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I am so glad that someone feels the same way I do!! I was so scared to let
anyone know that I have not "hysterically" lost it, ya know? I still think there
is something like, "evil", about the fact that I have not "grieved" the way most
other people who have lost their sons to a suicide and one to being shot, would grieve!! And so I thought I must have ice in my veins or just cold-blooded, or something! So, I am just relieved to know that there is "someone"
else out there that feels the same way I do. Not to make light of it!! OH NO!
but just really surprized that I am not the only one who is questioning her moral and values and respect and "upbringing". i am truly sorry and feel sad
for the fact that you are finding it so hard to "cry" over your mother's leaving
you and loved ones, believe me when I say "I DO UNDERSTAND!". But when I
am alone and writing in my journal ,or writing a letter to my son, either one of them, I find that it is then that I can release my tears and cry, but not alot,
for fear that I may just "LOSE" it like "BAD" ya know? Well, it's getting late and I get up early, so I just wanted to say THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH for your bravery to admit your pain and "curse" to not be able to cry right now!
You helped me more thatnyou can possibly know!
GOD BLESS YOU AND ALWAYS BE WITH YOU IN YOUR TIME OF NEED, AND TEARS OF PAIN, SADNESS, LONLINESS, HAPPINESS,AND MEMORIES!
A TRUE,terrified,teachable,tearless friend in need Always in spirit!
Karma:confused::confused::confused::confused::confused::confused::confused::confused:





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