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My mother passed away on Jan. 8, 2010 of respiratory failure and it has been the worst thing I have ever experienced in my entire life. I am 22 and i know thats young to say its the worst thing that will ever happen to me but i feel like my heart has been ripped out of my chest and stomped on. I blamed god and asked why this entire time. I loved my mother more than life itself after our lord of course but I just cant make sense of this siutation at all. I guess what gets me the most is that fact that she wont see me get married or meet my children. How are my kids going to know just how much she would have loved them. The last time I saw my mom she was making jokes about me just having a baby already. Like any human I dont question my faith but when this happened, I had to question if she was still with me and could see that I was doing ok. I try my hardest to make sense of it all but i cant. I feel like just giving up. I know thats not what she woul want but its so hard to keep it together when the center of your world isn't a phone call away. I know its just going to get harder and im not the only person in the world that has lost their mom but wow this pain is just too much. someone please help me make sense of this. I dont know where to turn too I know how much she loved and worried about me and without her here its just empty.

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