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I HAVE HAD IT
Aug 21, 2001
Yesterday afternoon, I suffered and ECRUCIATING myoclonus/muscle spasm attack in my left ear. I wanted to curl up and DIE. Last night, at 3:16 am, I was awoken by a hideous muscle spasm/thump in my RIGHT ear. I HOPED it would go away, but it did not. I was forced to take one 30 mg codeine/acetaminopehen pill and one 2 mg clonazepam pill. Today, I was rudely awoken by another severe myoclonus attack of the left ear. I AM FED UP. I took my codeine/acetaminophen and clonazepam pills. If it does not go away, I am walking to the nearbye conveniance store and buying myself two Labatt Blue Dry 950 Ml King Can beers. I will then sit down in the entertainment room, crack one open and take a 2 mg clonazepam pill. Hopefully, the clonazepam and alcohol will slow my breathing rate and stop my heart, ending my misery once and for all. It is unbearable when these attacks happen. I want to take my fist and punch out my ear until it STOPS. I am a man who lives life on his own terms. I have suffered horribly for the last seven months. I will not suffer like this for the next 30-60 years. Some people are willing to. I am not. In that one way, I am selfish. In other ways, I deeply care about other people. I thought I was starting to get control of this thing with my medication. Obviously, I have not. If I have to carry out my self euthanasia, good-bye and good luck.





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