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Even though I've been throught the 2ww more than once, this time has been the worst. I'm at 6dpiui (if you don't count the actually day of iui...) and day 14 can't come fast enough.
I've never really vented here but I knew you women, more than any others would understand and not think badly. On Monday evening one of my best friends called to tell me she got a BFP. She's only been trying for 1 month!! Please, don't get me wrong, I love her to death and wish her nothing but the best and healthy pregnancy. She is aware that I just had my final iui on Thurs., the small fortunte spent just to have the possibility of getting pg, the side effects and extra bloating that comes with the meds - it just crushed me. I know that's so wrong to say because she only did it out of excitement not thinking that it would reduce me to a depressed pile of tears. Is it terrible to say that I just wish she would have waited one more week before telling me? We work together too, so I'm having this terrible thought that maybe she "used up all the available Baby Dust for this month" -- that sounds so insane...doesn't it !!!! I'm so depressed and the next 7 days are going to take forever. I know I can't get too down becauses I don't want to stress in case that's bad too !! I'm a mess right now. I can't focus & I've got a demanding stressful job - what a wonderful week to look forward to.
I'm sorry for being so long winded, I just had to get this out so that I could function the rest of the week.
So, Ladies, here's to bringing up the BFP count !!!! We've got to get the positives flowing again. I've got you all in my prayers.
Michelle





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