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Is this just life?
Sep 1, 2004
i am fealing out of control lately and my husband and best friend seem to think I am depressed or bi-poler. I have thought they were just trying to belittle me but last night I started hearing voices no one else can hear. I is like a radio turned down just enought to not understand the words. It is not the first time this has happened, but the worst.

All day i thought about my past and I am thinking maybe my husband is right to worry.

when i was in 7th grade after loosing my virginity i withdrew into my self and all i wanted to do was sleep and read. It only got worse until i turned sixteen and got a job and droped out of school. I'v had a few good friends who have stuck by me despite unreturned calls, and sometimes plain disinterest on my part. I feal like i don't need friends.

I got married at 17 and had a baby at 19 when i would get up in the night with him i would hold him befor he could even wimper because any noise at night seriously scared me. I am in love with my children and husband but some times i will see a knife and think unvoluntarily about stabbing.
I hate myself for this. All i want is to be a perfect mom and wife without mood swings and fears.

i have been telling myself this is normal for a hormonal woman but is it really?





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