Re: New to site.. Miscarriage grief question

I know exactly what you mean. I know its natural to feel jealousy or resentment towards my SIL, and i do feel pleased in a way, but half me wants to just ignore her. I think she feels very awkward around me, which i can understand, and she feels bad. Which is why i need to confront her more or less, because its not fair for her to feel bad because im jealous.

Im feeling better today and have smiled abit. I feel abit more relaxed and have more energy to play with my son.

Im sorry for your loss, after trying for so long, i had my first baby at 16. And then got pregnant again, I MC because my ex pushed me down the stairs, as he didnt want another baby. I didnt have time to cope with grief, i had a baby to look after and had to escape, so i never grieved for my little angel.
My partner and i have tried for 5 months to get pregnant, and succeeded. I thought i was only 3 months, when i was infact 4. On the first month i bled, which i presumed was a period, we now believe our little girl mustva been ill and that was a sign which i didnt realise was. So she was taken to heaven.

I hope you get through this okay, and im glad this is such a caring community.

Much love to you, and good luck :) xx