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Hello, I am writing this to see if anyone else has had the same experience as I have had and am wondering if anyone has been able to go on and have a healthy pregnancy.

I found out i was pregnant at 3 weeks; about 2 weeks later i started to bleed, so i brought myself to the hospital and found out i was having a misscarriage. I found out than as well that I had twins so one of them did not make it.

At about 19 weeks i went in for a check up to hear the babies heartbeat and my OB was not able to find it, so she sent me to Ultrasound where they examined and i had found out there was no fetal heart beat. They had told me that my baby measured at about 17 weeks, so the baby had been deceased inside me for 2 weeks. This was the worst day of my life. I was so emotional, my fiance and I were so excited to have our first child. So the same day they brought me into the office and talked with me ;my OB and a doctor, telling me that they will need to induce me and i will have to deliver my baby. This was so scary for me. That same night i went in around 6 oclock, they induced me at 9:30 p.m. and i did not have my baby until 6:00 A.m. the next morning. My fiance is a merchant marine so he is gone 6 months out of the year, three weeks on and three weeks off. I was so happy to have him there in the room with me and so thankful I did not have to go through it all on my own.

It has now been a week since i have delivered my baby and i cry at leaste once a day anytime i see a baby or someone who is pregnant. It is the worst feeling ever.

I have a follow up appointment in about a week so the doctor and I can talk about my test results and why this may have happened and all i can think about is that it was a genetic problem between me and my fiance and that we won't be able to have children together. I Love him with all my heart and him and I want children so bad i don't know what I would do if we were not able to have a healthy child together.

I have pictures of my baby and a video that the hospital made, Its wonderful i am so glad that they were able to do that for me. I look at the pictures and i watch the video all of the time. I pray every day/night that this will not happen again and that we will be able to carry a healthy child together. I will never forget about baby boy berube I Love him so much.





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