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I am so tired.
Dec 13, 2008
Am still at the "probable ms stage".
My last and only MRI's were in the beginning of 2005 and. dr is sending me for new ones but who knows when that will be?

I am so sick of being sick!!
I have so man neurological problems that it isnt even funny.

After 10+ yrs of countlesss blood tests, ct scans, and so on I am ready to give up.

Who cares? (besides me) when on most days its a struggle to get out of bed each morning?
I usually feel like I have a hangover (without the benefit of the FUN the night before!) or like a have a miserable flu.

I always feel tired, spent and like an overcooked noodle ( swollen, fat and limp) not to mention the shakiness, weakness, muscle spasms, spasticity, migraines, numnbess, stabbing like sensations in fingertips and toes And buzzing underneath left foot.

Feeling like my throat has "forgotten" how to swallow, dizziness, decreased vision in left eye and short term memory loss.

When stressed, afraid or angry left arm goes weak and gets sensation of tightness ( like rubberband cutting off circulation to whole arm) and weakness.

Left side of head is numb and left eyelid/eyebrow is constantly twitching so much so that family members remark on it.

Neverending muscle spasms in lower back ( 0ver 3 months now) and spasticity.

I am so tired of hearing "possible or probable ms" for so long that I am ready to give up.......

but if I do....
where does that leave me?

In the very same place I have been trapped for so long!!
Limboland.

Which is worse?
A diagnosis or the mental frusteration not knowing what is wrong?

I feel so tired..so alone..so overwhelmed....so dissapointed in myself.....so sick....of being sick!!!
Re: I am so tired.
Dec 13, 2008
[QUOTE=Albertagirl;3820965]Am still at the "probable ms stage".
My last and only MRI's were in the beginning of 2005 and dr is sending me for new ones but who knows when that will be?

I am so sick of being sick!!
I have so man neurological problems that it isnt even funny.

After 10+ yrs of countlesss blood tests, ct scans, and so on I am ready to give up.

Who cares? (besides me) when on most days its a struggle to get out of bed each morning?
I usually feel like I have a hangover (without the benefit of the FUN the night before!) or like a have a miserable flu.

I always feel tired, spent and like an overcooked noodle ( swollen, fat and limp) not to mention the shakiness, weakness, muscle spasms, spasticity, migraines, numnbess, stabbing like sensations in fingertips and toes And buzzing underneath left foot.

Feeling like my throat has "forgotten" how to swallow, dizziness, decreased vision in left eye and short term memory loss.

When stressed, afraid or angry left arm goes weak and gets sensation of tightness ( like rubberband cutting off circulation to whole arm) and weakness.

Left side of head is numb and left eyelid/eyebrow is constantly twitching so much so that family members remark on it.

Neverending muscle spasms in lower back ( 0ver 3 months now) and spasticity.

I am soooo tired of hearing "possible or probable ms" for so long that I am ready to give up.......

but if I do..........
where does that leave me?????

In the very same place I have been trapped for sooooo long!!
Limboland.

Which is worse?
A diagnosis or the mental frusteration not knowing what is wrong???

I feel so tired...............so alone............so overwhelmed..........so dissapointed in myself..................so ashamed...............so sick................of being sick!!!
Lord help me for I know that you would not put before me more than I can handle.........

people please help me!! :-([/QUOTE]

hi welcome to the boards. i havent been diagnosed yet but i have alot of the problems u have. your not alone! i was told after a incident last december to get an MRI because i possibly have MS. still waiting for an MRI. Just know that you are not alone and ppl here are helpful.





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