It appears you have not yet Signed Up with our community. To Sign Up for free, please click here....

Panic Disorders Message Board

Panic Disorders Board Index

I'm 21 years old and I have been suffering from panic attacks for about a year now, the last six months though it's gotten so much worse than before. I was having them constantly with out trigger. I got so sick that I could barely eat or get off the couch for two weeks till I decided to see my doctor. I was given zoloft that didn't help me. Then I was given Welbutrin and I was taking it for 6-7 weeks till I couldn't stand the constant headaches, labored breathing, irregular heart beats and worst of all the 'out of it' feeling. For the past two days I have been trying a beta blocker. It seems to be okay. I really haven't done anything that would trigger it though. I am not getting my hopes up. My dilemma is that I live with my mother, and my boyfriend (She is letting him live with us) I need a job. I am scared to get a job, to make the commitment. I know that panic has effected the way I think because instead of thinking of where I would like to work, I am thinking about what if I have a panic attack or have to walk home, which is also a panic attacks waiting to happen. It's ruining my relationship, and I need to contribute to my mom for the bills and food. Currently I have come to accepting it and am more stable with them on consistent basis. I don't crap a brick every time they happen now, I can usually relax and wait it out. Though that's always been at home. Lately though I have been seeing friends, and actually doing things. I feel like I could get a job, but there is that looming fear that I can't seem to shake. I just never want to feel that way again, I don't want to live life with constant fear or being out of it. I don't want to do things to cause them, but I have to. I guess I just have to deal with it? Anyone have any words of wisdom for me?

All times are GMT -7. The time now is 03:39 AM.

© 2021 MH Sub I, LLC dba Internet Brands. All rights reserved.
Do not copy or redistribute in any form!