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Hi all,

I posted about losing my job, I know you cannot fix it. The good news is that I am handling it better aside from the barrage of negative comments from my family. Especially since a really good job opportunity has come up, but is in California, clear across the country. My dad went as far as to say "well, you know Karen, that you are in bad health". Well, I am no spring chicken, but I do not think that I am in bad health!!! That is baloney. I asked him if he meant mental health, but that has improved big time. My family reminds me that I have failed at my last 2 jobs because I cannot handle the stress...which WAS true.

However, they were all really BAD jobs. I seem to have a knack for finding them. Two bad jobs that I quit because of stress, I landed in the hospital. I am much better since then. This last job stressed me out, but everyone there was stresssed! Our director was constantly in hysterics and over dramatic and kept everyone in a state of anxiety. I think I handled it pretty dang well, considering. Then I get fired for NO valid reason. This state is retarded when it comes to worker's rights. They should not have the option of firing someone, just because one person in the upper management got mad at me, for getting sick one weekend basically.

I thought God led me to that job, but I think he may have yanked me out of it too!!! I don't know what he is trying to show me, but it is difficult to keep a positive outlook considering the circumstances. I thought I had the perfect job for me.

Sometimes I really cannot help but feel that I have BAD LUCK. Really bad luck. In life, love and with my children. My youngest son did not even bother to do anything but give me a phone call for mother's day. I guess I should be thankful for that, but he did not bother to bring my grandchildren to see me and he knew I have not seen them in a while. He was just being lazy I think. I am not going to beg to see them, as much as it hurts not to see them.

I married the biggest jerk ever that emotionally wrecked me. No luck in love in my life..ever. I am not exaggerating. Financially bankrupt and have to live with my parents and a negative grumpy, manipulative and controlling father. I know I caused the money problems, but since I have not been able to keep a job for more than 2 months over the last 2 years....how is it possible to recoup.

So my family has given me 100 reasons it seems why I should not go to California, I don't know that I would be happy there, so far away from my grandchildren, but I hardly get to see them anyway.

The other son just gave me an "obligatory" call. I guess I expect too much. We talked later on the phone, but it was only because I called him and talked about something he was interested in.

I think I have this love/dislike relationship with my family. I love them and ache for their love and attention and I definitely get the opposite. I really wish I could distance myself from them for a while without getting totally depressed and lonely. I feel like I might "teach them a lesson"

I need a new life, new friends and a good job. Is that too much to ask? Damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :confused:





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