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I know I'm still young so my mindstate aint necessarily right to even be talking about love but within those three years I've come to the realization that I actually do love him. I always reminisce about the relationship we had. Maybe because it was more of a friendship than it was a "romantic" relationship. He helped me get through so much drama back then. I had so many problems. I was generally just a very, very sad person. And his presence in my life alone helped me look upward rather then downard. That's why now I think our relationship we had is the realest and best thing I've ever come across. And I've never told him how much all that means to me or a simple thank you.

Also, when we split it was kind of a mutual thing, nothing was ever said to one another. We just kind of distanced and went our own ways. Afterwards I always questioned what happened and why it went that way. And that's the funny thing- when we met up again, the first question we both asked eachother was, "What happened?". So I guess I really don't want to end it like that again. I don't want to not know what happened. And that's why I'm havin difficulties just getting over it as somebody who just "isn't interested".

I've had a lot of time to think about my life over the years and I think if anything he is the one thing that I'm truely grateful for. I mean those feelings still stand regardless of whatever happens. And a long time ago I had written a letter expressing all this- how he's affected my life (which has always been positively). I never thought I'd run into him again but now that I have I've been meaning to tell him or atleast give it to him. I've just been scared of bearing my soul like that. And now I screwed my chances in telling him. So I'm thinking what I should do, if anything, is to just send him the damn letter. I don't want to succumb to his games like you guys think I am doing but I feel that If he's not going to explain himself to me then I should atleast explain myself so I know that I have covered all the bases I could on my part.

What do you guys think? It feels really good letting this out to somebody. I usally write this down in my journal but my journal never writes back. So I am really appreciative of all the advice and point of views.
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Oh yea, no I've never had sex with him. We've always kissed and it was good like that because everytime we did kiss it never wore out. It always felt like the first time you kiss somebody you know, when you get those instant butterflies. I don't think he's ever felt the need to take it further than that and neither have I. Sorry, I know I must sound really freakin corny to you guys.
[QUOTE=alwayz]I know I'm still young so my mindstate aint necessarily right to even be talking about love but within those three years I've come to the realization that I actually do love him. I always reminisce about the relationship we had. Maybe because it was more of a friendship than it was a "romantic" relationship. He helped me get through so much drama back then. I had so many problems. I was generally just a very, very sad person. And his presence in my life alone helped me look upward rather then downard. That's why now I think our relationship we had is the realest and best thing I've ever come across. And I've never told him how much all that means to me or a simple thank you.

Also, when we split it was kind of a mutual thing, nothing was ever said to one another. We just kind of distanced and went our own ways. Afterwards I always questioned what happened and why it went that way. And that's the funny thing- when we met up again, the first question we both asked eachother was, "What happened?". So I guess I really don't want to end it like that again. I don't want to not know what happened. And that's why I'm havin difficulties just getting over it as somebody who just "isn't interested".

I've had a lot of time to think about my life over the years and I think if anything he is the one thing that I'm truely grateful for. I mean those feelings still stand regardless of whatever happens. And a long time ago I had written a letter expressing all this- how he's affected my life (which has always been positively). I never thought I'd run into him again but now that I have I've been meaning to tell him or atleast give it to him. I've just been scared of bearing my soul like that. And now I screwed my chances in telling him. So I'm thinking what I should do, if anything, is to just send him the damn letter. I don't want to succumb to his games like you guys think I am doing but I feel that If he's not going to explain himself to me then I should atleast explain myself so I know that I have covered all the bases I could on my part.

What do you guys think? It feels really good letting this out to somebody. I usally write this down in my journal but my journal never writes back. So I am really appreciative of all the advice and point of views.
:wave:

Oh yea, no I've never had sex with him. We've always kissed and it was good like that because everytime we did kiss it never wore out. It always felt like the first time you kiss somebody you know, when you get those instant butterflies. I don't think he's ever felt the need to take it further than that and neither have I. Sorry, I know I must sound really freakin corny to you guys.[/QUOTE]



Ok...He had a good impact on your life but he isn't showing any kind of caring on his end now. We all have people that impacted us in a good way.





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