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Re: From where....
Apr 27, 2007
[QUOTE=junalo;1366550]Staying away is so hard. I know I have to do it but it's not easy as I thought. Well, I will just keep taking it one day at a time, I guess. Thanks guys for the nice words, again.[/QUOTE]

Well, it's been 2 1/2 years since I last posted here and I am afraid to say that I went to this person. I had a daughter with her, so I am daddy #4. She had a fling with another person, just six months after my last posting. When we find out she was pregnant, within that week she has this fling with this other guy. So, throughout the pregancy there was doubt that the baby was not mine. Apparently, she was since she looks just like me. I let my low self-esteem and self-worth go back to her instead of fighting through the pain of not being with this person and being alone. I must admit, I didn't treat her right and would often verbally abuse her and ignore her pleas for a stable environment during these past 2 1/2 years since my last posting. A couple of weeks ago, she met someone and yesterday she told me that she wants to date and pursue a relationship with this person. I am back to square one and feeling exactly how I felt before. Now I am in a very tough predicament. I have 2 kids because of my weakness. Why would I do this to myself? It makes it so much harder for me. I seriously need professional help to deal with these insecurities that I feel about myself, because only a person who doesn't value themselves would continue to seek a relationship with this person. I must admit I didn't treat her right and treated her like trash (as she puts it) and she is done with me and doesn't want nothing to do with me, yet I am grieving at this moment and going through hell because she is with someone else. I have no pride and I don't think much of myself to be still going through this drama. What a loser, I am.

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