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I wanted some outsiders thoughts...We had a very eventful night last night that was just one big fight ....and I wanted to know what to make of it...

I love and care about my boyfriend a great deal. Like I have posted before we have known each other for 4 years, dated off and on. Anyways, he works in construction and barely makes enough money to pay the bills. He struggles immensly with finances. He has confided in me that he and his family have been poor all his life. I understad this and would NEVER hold it against him. I'm not with him for his money!

So, he gets up every morning at 5 and works construction/welding in 100 degree weather all day. (We're in the south and the summers here are rediculous!) I can't imagine how tiring and stressful this must make a person. Especially, after busting your butt to only make a minimum amount of money. Well anyway, on to the fight...

Last night I made his favorite meal and had him come over. The entire time he is there he acts a little weird and seems to be more edgy than normal. I didn't really think to much of this untill I got out of the shower later that night. (I was getting ready to go out to a movie with him) While I am blow drying my hair he comes back there and starts tickling me and making faces at me in the mirror and then says some smart*** comment about how long of a shower I took. So, jokingly I turn the blow dryer towards him and didn't realize how close he was to me, he then shakes his head and kinda grabs my shoulders and says "don't do that I hate heat on my face". That caught me off guard and my eyes got huge and the only thing I could come up with to say was "oh get over it". Then he could tell my attitude changed drastically and he trys to play around with me and make me smile. So, we leave and head on to the movie.

The entire time in the car he is bitching about everything under the sun and continues to go on about my long shower. I could just see in his eyes how irritated he was, he was just being mean to me! He kept touching me and I wasn't very receptive because I was scared. We come to a stoplight and I ask him what really is the matter and he says "I'm sorry I'm just so tired and I hate working so hard to only get paid what I do, I feel like a failure and I feel pathetic because I can't even get my car fixed". He said, "he was tired of climbing this hill and then being knocked down again and that he has worked so hard his entire life and has nothing to show for it". He has said these things before to me, and I just sit and let him talk and I rub his arm or hand or something. Sometimes, thats all people need is just someone to listen ya know? Or so I thought.

Well, we get to the movie and he is fidgety the entire time. Finally I ask him if he was ok and he answers, "yeah, my back is hurting". Well, next thing I know...he is fast asleep! He slept through half of the movie. That didn't bother me at all though. When we get back into the car he just sits there for a minute looking flustered and kinda sad. He asks me what I wanted to do and I said "well, I guess just take me home since you are so tired and need to go to sleep." (he told me on the drive over there that he wasn't going to stay out so late tonight because he needed to get up early to call this place about a loan) We were still sitting in the parking lot at this point and there were some other people around being really loud and obnoxious and it made me laugh and I said "those drunk *****". He looked at me and said, "I don't even want to know what you were like before we dated...you were wild weren't you". I said, "What are you talking about" and he said, "what did you used to hang out over there or something". After that remark I let me purse that was in my lap fall to the floorboard and I sighed and just looked out the window.

We were still sitting there and so I got bored and started watching those people and he says "do you want me to take you over there or something"? That really pissed me off so I replied, "yes, you know what, please do". Finally, he cranks the car up and we drive off. He notices me looking out the window about in tears and he askes me whats wrong. I said, "nothing". He then tries touching me and rubbing my leg and stuff and I was not at all receptive. Finally he yanks his hand away and grunts. I said, "whats your problem now"? and he answers me, "I'm sorry about earlier, I just woke up and I'm tired and droggy and I'm trying to love on you and you won't even look at me and you act like you don't want me to touch you". I said, "well after how you have treated me tonight, I really don't know what to do or say...you scared me". He said, "I'm sorry...I told you I'm just so tired and I'm tired of the other **** going on in my life right now...I made 509 dollars this week and 460 of it goes to bills...do you realize that would have left me with 49 bucks for spending money to come see you..I wouldn't have been able to see you unless my mom loaned me what she did". I was just looking at him and he continued on, "I have told you that I get in these moods and I just wanted you to be cheerful and happy...and all I wanted to hear you say was that everything was going to be ok and that you loved me". He said, "he knew he was being an a** that he was sorry and doesn't mean to treat me that way" We made up I guess and so, everything got quiet for the rest of the ride untill we get close to my house....

He says, "what do you want to do". I said, well I guess just take me home so you can go get some rest". He said, "well I don't want to ruin your night by taking you home". I said, "No, don't worry about it". He just drives right past my turn and continues on. I thought, oh ok then he's taking me back to where he is staying at right now and we'll just hang out there. Well, he drives right past that too. I didnt say anything I just sat back. About 5 minutes later he says "are you horny". I wip my head around and said "excuse me?" He says, I just asked you a question. I said "are you serious?". I don't know why it upset me so much but I said, "this makes since now..you only made up with me so we could have sex and thats why you are just driving out into the blue". He laughed and said "actually no, I was only going to do something to you..I don't even care to have sex tonight". He said, "I was only driving to drive because I felt like driving if you wanted me to go back then you should have said something". He then finds the next road and turns around on it headed back. Things were quiet for a bit again....

He speaks up and says, "I'm sorry I think I just need to go home and go to bed". I said, "fine...ok". He thens preceeds to ask me, "What are you going to do tonight". I said, "I don't know I will probably go out". He said, "with who"? I didnt and wouldn't answer him and he said "well have fun and don't do it just to get back at me". I said, "I don't work that way". He replies, "well I don't work the way you thought I did back there about driving out here". Trying to think of something to say to smooth over things I said "why is it that when we are good we are really good but when we are bad we are terrible". He answered, " I don't know...but will you stay the night with me..I want to wake up and see you next to me in the morning or is that a bad idea"? I said, "well why don't you stay with me instead" He said," yes of course" and things seemed better after that.

We pulled into my driveway and I reached over and grabbed his hand and said "hey things are going to be ok...why don't you check into that other job you were thinking about"? He said, "well I have a few other jobs lined up but I will NOT take them beacuse they will keep me on the road and I'm not going to stay away from you. I looked away and he said, "hey it's not because I know YOU don't want to be away from me, it's beacuse I don't want to be away from YOU. I couldnt stand it." I said, "I would never ask you to do that...it's not fair..you have to make a living". He said, "it would mean more money but I wouldn't be any happier because it would ruin us, no amount of money is worth loosing you"

So, that was the end of the night but it sure was a hellofa one! My problem is...I can completely understand being tired and that putting you in a bad mood but did he take it TOO far???





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