It appears you have not yet Signed Up with our community. To Sign Up for free, please click here....

Relationship Health Message Board

Relationship Health Board Index

Hey Guys.

Thanks for your input as usual. As usual, she still keep's texting/calling me. I do have moments where I question the breakup, however, when I think about the box cutter thing she pulled... That alone push's me away from her. There was no reason for her to do that and I do not want to be with a girl who is that unstable. Here's what she had to say about that:

"the razor thing was extreme and uncalled for but i wasnt thinking rationally. i usually dont when my whole world comes crashing down, but i did mean it when i said i dont want to live w/o you. either way i'm sorry for scaring you. you know me better than that and i am not unstable. just not under stress as great as loosing the only one i love."

The whole event was the most fearful event I have had to go through in my life... It seems like I was in a horror movie and not in reality but in fact, it was.

Elizabeth has a very low self esteem... while we were dating, she had many moments of depression and talking about how bad her life was, etc. She defennly has issues she need's to work on. I believe she is so insecure with her own life that she feels having a boyfriend will make her feel secure about her future whereas right now she doesn't have security in anything. She lives a tough life, don't get me wrong... but she shouldn't "Depend" on a relationship.

I will admit.. I'm at fault for many things... I have a lot of issues when it comes to relationship... I have a bunch of problems of my own that need's working out, and I think I may have some type of "mential illinus" or some sort. However, I currently do not have health insurance because of my office being bought out.

I don't need a relationship in my life right now... My life is already too stressful as it is... My job is questionable right now, and I am fixing to have 2 full time jobs for at least 6 weeks. This is the last thing I need in my life.

After going through all the emotional stress with elizabeth... I can't even think about being in another relationship right now. I wouldn't turn down a date if it came along, but I sure wouldn't go after anyone or rush into anything.

All times are GMT -7. The time now is 03:05 PM.

© 2020 MH Sub I, LLC dba Internet Brands. All rights reserved.
Do not copy or redistribute in any form!