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Lost faith
Aug 16, 2007
Only a few weeks ago, I was happy. Looking forward to university, new position as editor of student newspaper, moving out, family holiday soon etc.I have so much to look forward to.

Right now though, I am feeling down- about people, relationships and love.
As some of you here know, my relationship did not go very well.
I do not get alng with my father. I cannot stand to be in the same room as him.
My aunt (who is like my second mum) is going through a difficult divorce after finding out that my uncle had a eight year long affair and lost so much of their money.
My cousins are fighting and are not getting along with my aunt- this may cause the family to split into two.
I am not getting along with my sisters.
I do not know what has happened to my family. We use to be so close and loving. I am sure the situation between my aunt and cousins will be fine. I am sure Ill get along with my sisters again.

Right now, I feel so lost and do not have faith in people, relationships or love.
I have never ever felt like I have someone in life to rely on (apart from my mother but even still i dont talk to her about everything).

Im so scared about thinking about marriage and having kids one day.

I know I shouldn't be thinking about it all. But I don't think I'll ever be able to trust a man that much. My parents are a strong couple. Why do I have these views? I guess from my own experience (ive been very hurt by love in the past- not only by my latest boyfriend) and knowing people like my uncle who lives here who is going through a divorce with my aunt and also my other uncle who lives abroad who was having an affair also. Makes me sick.

Some people are so in love and solid. Im so scared Ill never have that.

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