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Oh and I have two schizophrenic relatives, an uncle and a cousin. My father is bipolar. I WASN'T abused or maltreated (for the most part. I had a thing.. with a friend... best left back in the past, thank you very much :) ) But there's the genetic link, I guess. I also lost a lot of motivation during that time. I'd often feel like I'd evacuated my body and think I'd discovered zen. I'd feel myself connecting with the entire universe. Other times, I'd just not know what was going on with me. I often feel as if thre is something vital, something that all human beings have that I don't that allows conversation and basic human interaction to GO, you know? Often I can't understand the gist of conversations and am far too abstracted to even try half the time. I've become unsure of my own choices and perceptions. I've lost a lot of dignity and let a lot go in the process :)

I also have hebephrenic tendencies (my official diagnosis is undifferentiated schizophrenia) This means I have childish tendencies. Instead of asking who it is when the bell rings, I hide and peek at the intruder. I talk childishly a lot. luckily, myfiance finds it cute and endearing.

I don't know what else to say. I'd like to educate. more people need education on this illness.


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