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Attacks are becoming less frequent so I guess it might work to just sit and wait for a while.
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Attacks are happening once every third day. I just go and lock myself inside my room and listen to talk back radio until I'm fine again. I just try to go to sleep.
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I meet consultant doc earliest next tuesday and latest friday.
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Monday's gone now I need to wait for the rest of the week to pass by. Hopefully on Friday doc would have changed my injection and i would be free from symptoms.
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It's been four days since I had a last attack. I think this may just mean that I won't have those attacks anymore.
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Met consultant doc today and he said I'll get injection with half amount of 25mg consta then afterwards no more injections. So that must mean I won't get such attacks any more after few weeks. I'll wait with anticipation what happens in the following days.
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Waiting for effects of resperidone to wear off. Should take a week or so.
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Waiting for eyesight to return... Resperidone makes my eyesight faint.
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Blurred vision. Other than that I'm fine and pretty much normal.
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Vision thingy and drowsiness. Vision thingy is prob from consta and drowsiness from zyprexa. Panic attack has mysteriously stopped.
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I remember back when i was first time in hospital I walked the corridor and felt frightened. It's weird. I don't know why I experienced such sensations. Is it becuz of the drug/injection they gave me or is it becuz i was frightened to be in hospital? Bit of both I guess.
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Thank God I don't get much attacks anymore.
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When I was taking invega few years back, I remember I was scared even of my pet dog's barking. Nowadays I'm not as scared as before and thank God for that. :angel:
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One problem that remains about myself is I feel down and hopeless/worthless sometimes. What I found is that my emotions and truth could be very different. I just try to relax and chill.
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I'm just chillin' and not doing much and just waiting until I feel better.
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This afternoon I feel alot better.
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- Read some stuff and felt a slight tinge of scariness. Usually when under invega I would do some reading then after that finally get full blown episode, but I don't think that would be the case this time.

- Tried to help mum out by going to the mall and back and I would get scary feeling episode when I got home. I don't know why but perhaps physical exercise or over-exposure in busy places may be the causes. I should try it out and see if I can survive next time.
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Why my computer keeps on changing date/time on its own????? strange...
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I think my past failures are due to the mixture of anxiety and psychotic episodes plus adverse effects of antipsychotic meds.
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I think nearly returned to normal.
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Drank Cola and still fine
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Actually it's 8:30PM and I felt a tint of scariness. But I doubt this will get blown to a full episode.
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No more soft drinks for me
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Just as I thought. Didn't escalate to a full blown episode. I'm fine now.
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Blurred vision is a problem. I can't read as much as I wish to.
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I think blurred vision will get better as time goes by. Becuz sometimes I can see better than other times. I take that as a sign of recovery.
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I'm still not completely calm. There's this residue of resperidone still in my system, it seems. I'll just have to wait and hope that I won't suffer.
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i feel nervous
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i'll wait for one more week at least
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This morning I feel ok
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such a boring day...
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markedly calmer than before when i was getting consta
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i made it to 6PM!!! in summary, i had blurred vision but that's about it. calmer today than yesterday

i also had music in my head. when it gets worse i hear voices and sh1t but not today
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as i said above, i'm calmer than yesterday, for instance. i'll know when i'm normal. but not yet. i probably need few more weeks to get back to normal so that all of resperidone in my blood stream will be flushed out
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i can't even play computer games becuz i'm too nervious all the time. i need relaxed mind.
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i'm pretty much relaxed but drowsiness from zyprexa is pretty bad. also something else i can't describe. i get this strange feeling... i attribute this to little bit of resperidone left in my system
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after trials of reading and reading more, i come to conclusion that the act of reading no longer triggers scary feelings. that must mean zyprexa don't cause this. but resperidone and paliperidone do.
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it is a great news that i can read and don't get scary feelings becuz i need to do some reading
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i had voices/compulsive thoughts/strange feeling between 8-10PM like i had on friday. i'm not sure why it doesn't escalate into full blown episode like few weeks ago, but that's the case. my guess is that strange feeling is due to resperidone residue, and the reason is because i don't get consta injection anymore
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one strange thing is whenever such voices/strange feeling happens i feel energetic and my general mood is good. hopefully within a week or so i won't get such symptoms since resperidone residue would be gone by then, i hope
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i've been reading bible and the other christian book after those strange symptoms have died down until about 11PM, and I could read them without any difficulty. there were no scary feelings rising up or no blurred vision or other eye problems. no major difficulties
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i feel calm today. only problem seems to be between 8-10PM where i get strange feelings/compulsive thoughts. but it doesnt escalate to scary feeling episodes so that's a relief
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side effects of zyprexa: drowsiness, tiredness, sleepiness, weight gain
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it's 5PM and i feel fine
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it's 8PM and i feel fine still
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it's 8:50PM and i'm still fine so it's safe to say today i won't get voices/strange feelings
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past 9. time to take olanzapine
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took olanzapine. oops im not safe until 10PM!!!!! still 1hr to go

it's 10PM so i survived today pretty much comfortably.

effect of tea:
i had blurry vision, slight scariness but that's about it

i drank tea so i could go to sleep more easily and i think that would be just fine

it's 11PM should go to sleep within 30 mins

it's alrready 11:30AM and i feel drowsy

i better put alarm at 9AM so i wake up at 9 everyday. zyprexa is causing me to sleep too long

wat am i scared of? im scared of getting scary feeling episodes or voices/strange feeling again. it's 4:40PM and i still have nervousness which feels like i might get scary feeling episode

as i said few posts back, i get scary feeling/strange feeling/voices between 8-10PM. this is due to small amounts of resperidone left in my system. good news is that worst part of it lasts for only 10 mins rather than for several hours.

now it's 8PM and i feel fine

i joined gym today. 3 months for 355 dollars. while i was writing up forms to join the gym, i had blurred vision. but other than that i was ok. i will go to gym if not tomorrow then few days after today. my aim is to reduce weight. 6kg off my current weight.





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